The Worst Thing About Being Lied To Is Knowing You're Not Worth The Truth

I wonder if Cindy Anthony realized how unloved she was by Casey. How Cindy, George, Lee and even Caylee were just objects in her make-believe life. How they all were "throw away people" to her, expendable, meaningless. If I had to take a guess, Cindy realized this six weeks ago when she stopped looking for Zanny the nanny. After she heard that Casey was going to blame George with the death of her granddaughter and the discarding of her body. That was the last straw for Cindy. Or maybe it was when Casey REFUSED to see Cindy on Mother's Day. Cindy and George did everything in their power to stand by their daughter. They destroyed their reputations. They were HATED by millions of people who wished they would end up in jail right along with their murderer daughter. I was one of those people. I have always understood why they loved their daughter even after knowing she murdered Caylee. But I could never understand how they could lie for her they way they did. Starting from Tuesday, the opening of this trial, has been light years away from the past three years. The committed parents to Casey no long exist. I cannot tell you how elated this makes me. I cannot forget what Cindy and George have done the past three years, but I will forgive them. I forgive them because Caylee's justice is now the most important thing to them, even if it means they have to admit that Casey is the one that murdered her.

Cindy, it was very sad to watch you on the stand today. I cried right along with you and felt your pain. Can you imagine that? A perfect stranger who has never met your lovely Caylee, can feel the same loss and sorrow. I didn't have to know Caylee to know how precious and special she is. I never had to know how wonderful her hugs and kisses made you feel. I didn't have to know Caylee at all to love her. And I cry knowing that my pain isn't even HALF of what you feel. I hurt for you and George. I cannot blame you for what your daughter turned out to be like. I have no idea of what your lives were like. Ultimately, Casey CHOSE to murder Caylee. She knew how she could hurt you forever. Casey knew that the more Caylee spoke, the more you would find out about her lies. Casey couldn't keep Caylee from talking about what she did during the day. She killed Caylee because she didn't want her life to be exposed - she knew she couldn't have the life she wanted with Caylee around. And it seems that Casey isn't sorry for causing your pain, but know that I am. I am, so very sorry for your tremendous loss. Not just of Caylee, but for the loss of your daughter. It must be soo hard to have the realizations you are experiencing right now. I can't help but feel sorry for you. I can't even imagine what it has been like for you. I will continue to pray that you will stand strong and speak for Caylee. I'm not so sure you will be that strong once you see your daughter crying after the break today. But know this, she was NOT crying for you, Caylee or George. She was crying for HERSELF! She is so ANGRY that you and George will not roll over for her. She doesn't understand why George will not sit in prison for a few years if it means that she will get OUT of jail. Your daughter is a narcissistic sociopath, she does not care about you at all. KEEP STRONG! Listen to Caylee, she will show you the way. Look to the twinkling of the stars, she will give you all the strength, comfort and support you need. Caylee loves her CeeCee!!!

I have more faith in the prosecution than I have had since day one of this trial. I understand completely what they are doing. They have not panicked and have been paving the way for Caylee's justice. I do have one teeny tiny complaint: Jeff Ashton needs to not get so visibly upset when Baez is harassing George. It makes him look like he is trying to hide the truth. He simply needs to tell George to answer truthfully - he ALWAYS has re-direct. Remain composed if he can. I know it must be hard for him because sitting in my own living room I wish I could reach into the computer and slap the stupid off Baez's face. That look of "come on, make my day" he has on his face when he questions George infuriates me. Not because it's towards George, but because he acts so big and tough. Ugh, it just makes me want to slap him. By the way Baez, when I watch you object to EVERY word that comes out of Jeff's mouth the movie Liar Liar comes to mind. I'm sure you've watched it. When Jim Carry objects to something in his trial and the judge asks him on what grounds Jim says, "because it's devastating to my case". EVERY SINGLE TIME......You are an idiot Jose and I truly hope the bar association is watching you closely.

Knowing that Caylee now has not only the voice of the prosecution but her grandparents helps me to believe that Caylee will receive the justice she so rightly deserves. Caylee was robbed of her future. There isn't enough empty space to write all that she will miss out on. What makes me so outraged is that Caylee was almost three years old, what could she possibly have done to make her mother so angry that would make her want her out of her life forever. There is NO doubt in my mind that Caylee loved her mother. A small child will always love their mother even if that mother abuses her on a daily basis. Why? Because that's all she knows. Casey knew that and that makes me even more angry. Caylee was the most expendable in her life. She just couldn't risk Caylee telling of her daily lies. Casey didn't want to be Caylee's mother. It's so incredibly wrong.

Can't wait for Tuesday morning. Until then......

Caylee's Proud of You, Jo Jo - And So Am I!!!

I'm not going to go into detail of the opening arguments in Casey Anthony's murder trial this morning, I almost vomited when I heard it the first time. I knew they were going to blame George Anthony somehow but wasn't expecting all the other shit. And that's what it was, SHIT! I cannot believe how ignorant Jose Baez believes the general public is. And if this jury believes that Roy Kronk had Caylee's body for several months and then placed her in the woods???? Um, never mind, I'll withhold my judgment. But NOW I understand all the crap Jose was asking during the jury selection, "You do realize that the law says that the defense does not have to PROVE ANYTHING?" Oh you piece of SHIT, Baez!! I can't only blame Jose, every single one of the defense HAD to agree to this bullshit in order for them to go into this. What the HELL were they thinking? I could NOT even follow Baez's line of questioning. He jumped from one subject to another within three words. Honestly, I would bet my life that the jury was like, "WHAT????? I am soooo confused." Good fucking luck with all that defense, good fucking LUCK!!! HOW the HELL did Kronk get Caylee's body you dumb ass???? OMG! This literally makes me ill. I understand that Casey's lawyers are to cast doubt in order for them to maybe save her life, great - that's their job. But....I waited for THREE years for THAT crap??? I REALLY was waiting for (and very much so hoping for) something PLAUSIBLE that may have happened accidentally to Caylee. I was so hoping that Baez could change my mind, that I could maybe believe that Casey did not murder her daughter, that I really didn't know the whole story. I'm guessing that Baez and his crew did not realize that they should never have let Casey have input on what type of lie to tell this jury before hand. Ugh, I can't believe how outrageous this all is.

Onto Jo Jo!!! I had faith in you and you did NOT let me down. More importantly, you did NOT let Caylee down. I am so very proud of George Anthony today. He sat there stoically as Baez and Casey accused George of putting his penis in his daughter's mouth when she was eight years old and then went to school to lie, as if nothing ever happened. He then heard that Caylee drowned in the family's swimming pool. Next he heard that he pulled the limp and lifeless Caylee out of the pool and that he screamed at Casey "LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE!!! YOUR MOTHER WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU FOR THIS." (WTF btw - what was even the reason for that???) George sat on the stand looking at his picture of Caylee for strength, composure and comfort - looked Mr. Jeff Ashton in the eyes when questioned if he had ever molested his daughter Casey and said "No". He was then asked by Mr. Ashton, "Were you home when Caylee drowned in the family pool on June 16th?" Again, George looked straight into Mr. Ashton's eyes and said, "No". Without venom, without disdain, without DISGUST - but with his regained DIGNITY!! George Anthony FINALLY found Caylee's voice! There was nothing but shock and distress on Casey's face as if saying to herself, "I cannot believe he did NOT roll over for me on this one." Well, why shouldn't she be shocked? For three years (that we have actually been able to view) he has stood beside his daughter and lied, covered up evidence - etc..... Oh my, that must have tasted so bad to Casey! Baez not only threw George under the bus but pretty much everyone involved in this case. EVERYONE is at fault EXCEPT poor innocent Casey Anthony. I can't wait to see what happens tomorrow - if Cindy testifies. I hope she has finally found Caylee's voice too. Cindy, we ALL know you love Casey - there is ABSOLUTELY NOTHING wrong with that. But what is WRONG is silencing Caylee more than her mother already has. Prove to us how much you adore and love Caylee. DO NOT ROLL OVER for Casey. She has BLAMED you and George for EVERYTHING that has gone wrong. Call on Caylee's spirit, she will tell you to do the right thing. She will guide you. PLEASE don't let Caylee down. She deserves justice. Caylee deserves PEACE!!!

Justice for Caylee!!!

Caylee Marie Anthony - Is Justice aComin'???

I have been playing catch-up on the Caylee Marie Anthony murder case for the past two weeks. It's a lot to take in and it's infuriating to say the very least. I have never in my life seen such lies and deciet in one single case before this. If you aren't watching and listening to what is happening, you sure are missing a great injustice to a child. Not even from her so-called family, but by the defense of her "mother" (and I use that term loosely!).

I thought that Honorable Judge Perry was going to be an outstandingly ethical judge in this case. What I saw this morning (and am still seeing) has made me question him. Honorable Judge Perry has warned Jose Baez (really, is he REALLY a lawyer?????) time and again regarding the rules and practices of trial. You can clearly see he is fed up with JB's actions, BUT he allows Baez to CONTINUE with MORE warnings. If the Honorable Judge Perry goes against his own rulings in the past year, I will be tremendously nervous for the actual trial and outcome. Honorable Judge Perry, you see the ineptness of the defense. You SEE the lies from the defendent AND her family - PLEASE DO NOT FORGET ABOUT CAYLEE MARIE ANTHONY!!! I beg you, I beg you.

I have so many things to say about Baez, that will have to be another post. There are just too many things wrong with this guy, which I am sure you are all aware of by now. I will say that his constant whining and tempertantrums are getting on my very last nerve. AND that I cannot believe the audacity of which he tries to get evidence into play. Oh my gosh it pisses me right the fuck off. Sorry people, but I've told you I cannot stand liars and he is ONE BIG FUCKING LIAR!!!!

There is one place on the Internet that I love to read about this case: http://www.thehinkymeter.com/ I don't follow the comments, except when I cannot watch a hearing, but the owner's articles are amusing and so incredibly well written that I find myself there first thing in the mornings and last at night. They all seem to be a great bunch of people there. I highly reccommend Hinky Meter if you wish to follow this case.

Caylee Marie Anthony will have her justice - praying - whether the courts deliver it for her or when the public hands it to her. Her "mother" will not get away with murdering this precious child.